what a bittersweet day..

i was spirits were pretty lifted after knowing how much i've accomplished at work.. and not to mention, the awesome company i had.. asking him out was a joy in itself..

but it barely lasted............


so here's a post written by this irrational, impractical, exagerrated and overly emotional girl..

amazing how feminine intuition is so strong..

so i got some friction with the dad (not gonna explain why here).. am very much affected.. i totally need some anger management or something..


dunno about you girls but, i'm the sort who very much needs to rant and whine.. even though it is pointless and not fruitful, i still NEED to do it.. unfortunately, i do it in an unpleasant way.. more often than not, i'll be raising my voice, spouting nothing but garbage and spiteful words.. only because i vocalise my emotions rather than think through them.. very much the opposite from the males..

after erupting this dormant volcano, i'll simmer and i WILL be fine.. it's just that for that moment, my patience limit is near zero...


those times when i didn't reply you, wasn't coz i was ignoring you.. sorry if i seem rude.. but it was coz i was praying.. ever since i hung up that call..



maybe i'm not understanding enough.. i know i'm not a perfect child.. and i know i'm not a great one either... sigh~

change change change.... as they say, it's the only thing constant..