hey there everyone...

i want to thank all of those who made today a really memorable day of my life... especially You, ONG XING LONG!

i'll post again... when the photos are ready...


I LOVE YOU!!!

it's just me and my four walls...

sigh... i think my computer is going MAD.. lol...

yesterday it crashed on me just before i wanted to do my recording.. and now it's working perfectly fine... such "great" timing..

well... i'm just really looking forward to the day i can finally step down.. i'm truly tired...

need sleep...... zzZZzz...

PS: i miss my babes! please do come on sunday... we can finally reunite after so long...

this month has been treating me rather kind... in terms of emotions...

but as for my workload... it hasn't stop piling... what's new... lol...

from tutorials to choir... it never ends...


i went for a retreat just last weekend.. it was a little boring at the start.. but it was not bad overall... i had my friends with me... rachel, cheryl and myself slept in the same dorm...

when we got our groups... i practically knew half of my people before being introduced.. lol.. my group is a rather fun one to be with.. lol...

the most memorable session i had back then was the one on the lotus.. done by mrs sandra tan.. i was truly moved by what she said... i really couldn't bear to crush that lotus...


i've been waiting for this week...

it's been pretty smooth :) just like how i've been wishing for it to be.. heehee~ just can't wait for the actual day... :p

made a wishlist... and my oh my.. it's a pretty long one... lol... but i shall keep it to myself... lol...

thank you for being there for me... to take my pain away...




got this cute thing from dee dee's blog:

anyway, this is just some food for thought, for those who wander particularly about the english language...

Can you read these right the first time?

1) The bandage was wound around the wound.
2) The farm was used to produce produce.
3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse.
4) We must polish the Polish furniture.
5) He could lead if he would get the lead out.
6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert.
7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present .
8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum.
9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes.
10) I did not object to the object.
11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid.
12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row .
13) They were too close to the door to close it.
14) The buck does funny things when the does are present.
15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line.
16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow.
17) The wind was too strong to wind the sail.
18) Upon seeing the tear in the painting I shed a tear.
19) I had to subject the subject to a series of tests.
20) How can I intimate this to my most intimate friend?

choir auditions are driving me M-A-D!

deadline for the auditions is tomorrow.. and i can't seem to get those two songs right.. how frustrating...

you know what.. i just want to give up... but the thought of my dream shattering just sucks big time...

i need another miracle..

i'm drowned with emotions...

i wanna type how sad i feel...
how angry i feel...
yet i wanna type how happy i feel...
i need to let it all out!

but i can't do all these...

instead... i'm left to hide them all...

someone once told me that i should never bottle things up.. coz i might end up exploding one day... true. it happened before... but... sometimes... i think enduring all the pain to myself is better than sharing it... that way... perhaps i can emerge a stronger individual.. or maybe solve things in a different light...

self denial?

only God knows it all...

help me, Lord...

Your daughter needs You...

it feels like ages since i last blogged.. or went on the computer for that matter...

got back my mid year grades... as usual... i'm disappointed... but what can i do? i truly deserve it... after whatever happened back then... yet i'm glad that God gave me one week...

i've got so many things coming up... so excited... yet not...

hope i get through the auditions... i really wanna go prague... especially with you

nothing much really happened this week.... i just hope everything will be fine...

1. Do the following WITHOUT complaints
2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

Current Mood: not too sure, really... more of the happier mood i guess :)
Current Taste: i ate honeystars... sweet, i suppose?
Current Clothes: t-shirt and shorts
Current Desktop: Our picture taken at sentosa
Current Toenail Colour: salsa.. in other words.. rather deep red...
Curent Time: 0053h
Current Surroundings: my room - computer, bed, printer, speakers... etc.
Current Annoyances: my back and neck problem
Current Thoughts: when am i going to finish this... lol.. jk.. breakfast tomorrow!

First Best Friend: Rachel Lee - Pri 5
First Crush: my ex-neighbour... i shan't mention names...
First Music: i will always love you by whitney houston (i sang this song when i was 3..lol)

Last Cigarette: never even had a first one in the first place
Last Drink: water
Last Crush: not applicable to me now ya =)
Last Movie: i not stupid 2
Last Phone Call: xinglong
Last CD played: i don't really have many CDs... i stick to my mp3 player.. if not it's my windows media player :p
Last song played: a lost that will last - renee olstead

Have you ever dated one of your best friend: most definitely... my significant other..
Have you ever broken the law: if you consider jaywalking... then yes.. lol..
Have you ever been arrested: no.. like duh...
Have you ever been on TV: yup... share the love CD...
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: NO WAY! lol

5 things you are wearing: tee shirt... shorts.. rubber band... clips...watch
4 things you done today: played dai dee... napped... animated in church... sing...
3 things you can hear right now: msn alert sounds... the music through my speakers... the fan...
1 thing you do when you're bored: sing :)

i really love saturdays...

i get to spend time with my babes.. not to mention.. have fun at tuition! lol... it was also a special day for me...

just yesterday.. we had a blast!... mr karib had this tin of terrible tastelss(high fibre and low salt) biscuits.. he bought it by mistake. thinking that it was a tin of our favourite round biscuits... well... as predicted... the tin of biscuits was left almost untouched for about 2 or 3 weeks?.. lol.. so we decided to get tuna(mayonnaise and chilli) and nutella so that we can consume those biscuits... lol... and mind you.. we were left with only 11 biscuits! that's how much better it tasted after the spreads... LOL!... so much for doing papers for 3 hours each lesson...

did NYJC paper... and boy was it a MUCH better paper as opposed to AJC which i did before my mids.. and unfortunately for me.. i found out that two questions from my mids were taken from NY's Prelim paper... oh wells... like i said.. i'm just consoled by the fact i passed...


Aini's and Audrey's concerts are coming soon... 28th and 29th of July respectively... but i'm really saddened by the fact that i can't go support them...

28th i've got choir and God knows what time i'll end... and 29th.. i most probably have dinner with my family and him...

i'm really sorry, babes...


so many things to do.. so many friends to hang out with... but so little time...



i dread the thought that prelims and As are just looming by... my heart is racing with each passing day...

i need motivation to study... i know i'm tutor and peer dependent... but i really need you guys...

something damn sad happened not too long ago..

the first day of school.. i had a chem CA(or was it a mock?) which i wasn't aware of.. and hence, unprepared for... and i totally F the paper... like how pathetic is that.. totally demoralising..

God... please help me...

well... scripts are slowly being returned to us... and so far... i've only gotten back my math and Econs MCQ...

i'm not particularly contented with my math grade... but at the same time.. i'm really thankful to God i passed... it was truly a miracle... indeed - God will make a way.. :) attaining a pass for math never really meant this much before.. i mean.. only 30% of my cohort passed math! what more could i ask for?

Econs MCQ.. lol.. no need to say la hor?.. lol.. damn pathetic.. lol..

well...

life has been treating me fairly well... and i hope it stays this way...

oh wait.. then again.. maybe it is not...

i might not celebrate my birthday this year.. for personal reason.. it's just a might... if things do get better.. then the party will and must go on... lol...

speaking of party.....

it's Grace's birthday tomorrow.. just a little shout-out for you gal..



nobody likes to feel lonely... being alone.. and being lonely... are two very different things... but i'm glad i still got you...

these past few days have been really wonderful...

from bowling.. to sentosa... to pigging out... to more bowling.. with my significant other...

30th June is another day worth remembering...

thought i'd put up some pics...

as the cliche goes.. a picture paints a thousand words =)
























He took this pic of me























these are the 36 waterproof wristbands given to us by that photographer... yup.. she took 36 shots of us.. lol...























Us... while sherlyn and quan you were tanning.. we decided to pig out :p (the wind was so strong!)























on the tram... on our way to siloso... to watch the sunset..























the narcissistic me...






















































The Sunset...
























and night came... The two of us... [outside rasa sentosa resort]

headed down to sentosa yesterday... with sherlyn, quan you and xinglong...

it was one blessed day for me... it was my 1st sunset [i know some of you guys out there might think... "18 years and this is your 1st sunset?!"... well yes.. lol~]... but what really matters most is that i watched it with You...

never been to the beach with my other half until yesterday.. lol... and i LOVED it...

there was this photographer who couldn't stop taking photos of the both of us.. lol.. we took about 36 pictures? ... damn funny.. but it was UBER fun!... i loved the breeze man... damn shiok... lol...

the sun, the sand, the sea , the sunset, and your company... could i ask for more? =)