it's been a really long time since i last hung out with my choir peeps - have breakfast.. choir practice.. have lunch.. chit chat.. - yes i do miss those times.. and now that i stay so far away.. it's really quite a task to keep up with them..

well.. choir politics was quite an issue in the past.. and i thought i could maybe in some way or another.. try to avoid it with my absence.. and when i returned today.. i stood corrected..

it doesn't seem to end -.-


well.. we had many many discussions and all.. and it's getting a bit weird.. i feel kinda young to be involved somehow.. on the other hand.. others feel that the younger generation should take over.. i'm so scared to commit.. i don't dare to say yes to anything.. i don't want to look like a fool up there.. and with all this happening.. it's gonna be so difficult to get everyone's full support.. aiya.. so sian..

is it true that in every parish.. there are bound to be choir politics? coz i'm like super turned off by it.. yet i wanna do something to help.. alamak.. i'm talking nonsense already right? haha...

i hope my friends' suggestions will work out.. gonna pray hard over this man.. coz it's either people cooperate to be a better group and i stay.. or bye bye Holy Family.. i'll be super sad that i have to leave the place.. but i think it's really not worth travelling all the way to katong to get this every weekend..

but i'm thankful for two things:

at least now we've got monthly prayer meetings among my small group of friends.. like rosary and fellowship sessions.. i hope it'll grow into something bigger..

secondly.. looks like i'm not the only closet P&W fan.. haha... there are actually a few of us! and yipee! dawn suggested doing P&W with me! she does keyboard while i do the guitar.. though my guitar skills are so super amateurish.. haha.. maybe at mag's house.. haha.. but how true.. it really depends ba.. haha..


i'm too tired to type more.. but i'm thankful that there are still people supporting my friends and i..

whatever was said was in my honest opinion.. no offence to anyone.. i'm just venting out.. haha..

and today was yet another GoOoOoOoD day~ haha..

it was a mugging cum get together session with my babes! lets not mention how many eons it has been since i last met dee dee kho! haha..







BIG thanks to dee dee for the interesting ride.. haha.. and not to mention.. the lovely house and hospitality =)

so mugging began and i attempted reading one of dee dee's articles.. which in my opinion is NOT ENGLISH! hahaha.. so many bombastic words which i can't even pronouce.. let alone understand its content!!! O_o haha.. lucks with the term report dear~ (i'm so thankful i'm not in arts =p)

so we mugged.. some of us felt tired.. so we decided to have chips and the most amusing part of all....... i'm sure most of you would have watch the Baffalaxed Indian clips on youtube right? well.. we decided to be ridiculous big clowns and actually tried imitating the videos! oh goodness!

THE two lines that Aini does best!:
"Gosh, my old calculator ain't got no bow.."
"Nippley man i met, he ate my motorboat.."

oh goodness.. it's things like these that remind me of the little rascals we were.. haha.. senseless..

and as usual.. this cam whore brought her pretty pink camera to capture some moments.. (:

it's been a LOVELY week despite my really heavy schedule at school.. like why should we have to go to school throughout holy week?! haiz.. at least it's over...

anyways.. i'm so so so HAPPY!!! haha.. too happy to type whatever happened over the past few days.. heehee~

i went for comm ball~! whee! if you have my facebook, you can see the pictures clearer there k? (:


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Special Thanks to a few people...

Alvin:
xiao di! thank you so very much for taking me to your commissioning ball!!! i've always wanted to attend one.. and yes, yes.. you made my dream come true.. haha.. silly child.. i had a splendid time.. i never had a prom.. and this was the closest i got too.. and not to mention, the most glamorous! haha.. it was an honour to be your partner for the night.. you were such a gentleman.. and not to mention.. you looked great too! your pictures turned out fine despite the whole jaw cramping thing.. haha..

CONGRATS on your commissioning!
all the best at tekong~

Aini:
thanks girl for hearing me out when i was like BURSTING.. lol.. i hope all will go well for the both of us ya? ;) i'm here for you ok? you know i'm just a buzz away.. heehee~ and thanks for remembering about yesterday.. haha.. it did go fine, thank you.. (:

Kaihong:
thank you so so so much for everything.. you've been SO nice.. and i owe you so many big ones! haha.. so sorry i had to trouble you yesterday.. thank you for sending my little brother home too.. aiyo.. i don't know what else to say but thank you~! haha..
thanks for being there for me through my ups and downs =) today was a new experience for you ya? don't worry.. i was a bit stunned too! haha.. coz it was my first time getting so wet.. haha..
and you ah! can you please abstain from caffeine!! haha.. see la.. you so easily tired these days.. tsk tsk.. so dependent on it le.. not healthy you know.. haha..
and you know what? no full moon tonight.. and for the next few nights! so i'm not scared of you!!!! haha.. ok so random..

Mummy:
thank you so much for letting me doll myself up last night~ it turned out so fine.. haha.. next time we go there together k? ^-^
thank you for the listening ear.. and the support you've given me when i'm so so confused and lost.. you're like the bestest mummy please! haha..

it was one of THE moments of my life (:

ok ah.. i'm officially a dumb dumb and a sua ku.. and i'm finally admitting it.. haha..

不能说的秘密 shhh~ haha..

and today i went to trim my hair after so long! finally my hair has got back its shape.. thanks to ni ni's reassurance and good recommendation of stylist.. haha..

ok.. i don't know what to type about.. i'm just very happy =p

it was quite a week for me (:


well i've got a new nest.. which is really out of reach from my favourite places.. but at least it's cosy..


it's super tiring to travel to and from school.. yet, still the imperative to attend the upcoming workshops with such horrendous timetable.. and i have yet to figure out a way to deal with my lessons through Holy Week.. making it impossible to segue into the Easter Tridium.. like Father Iggy said this morning.. looks like mine's going to be an Easter Two-dium -.- so disappointing.. but i shall acquiesce to it..

oh wells.. i fervently wished i had, at least, a better timetable to work with..


demurring aside..


this girl has been pretty happy with the way life's been for her.. heehee~
i have had some good and happy moments.. really grateful (:

and oh! comm ball is this coming sat!!! so exciting~ haha.. anyone can intro to me a nice hair salon where i can do nice settings? and once again... it's time for some dieting! haha.. (ya right.. like as if i ever did... i always end up pigging out like there's no tomorrow.. lol)

oh man.. speaking of pigging out and dieting.. i've been eating SO MUCH for the past few weeks.. thanks ah -.- haha.. but i enjoyed the eating sessions so much =p

AH! i need to gym BADLY!!! hahaha.. ok set! i shall go to the gym after my preview lectures tomorrow.. hahaha.. not only do i get to lose some calories.. i like to run and throw my worries away! i miss that feeling~ haha.. some of you must be thinking.. charmaine and run? no link! haha.. well.. i'm shy can? haha.. i only like to run on treadmills.. yes yes.. i know i'm like a hamster -.- oOo maybe i could soak myself in some steam bath after that~ shiok-a-doos! haha..


anyways.. as elated as i may be.. there are still some things which are still a blur to me.. i have yet to elucidate myself.. for some reason.. some element has been absent in my life.. and i can't seem to point a finger as to what.. and annoyingly.. i've lost the ability to express myself through words.. like i'm unable to convey my message.. put my ideas across.. or to even hold a proper discourse whenever necessary.. and sometimes i just end up in ambivalence -.- .. and sometimes i wonder why i seem to be so nonchalant... argh.. so frustrating.. i guess i know why.. many of you would know why.. some wounds should be left to time to heal aye?

i really thank God for You :)

and the glass shatters

so did my heart

a new home with a beautiful pink room.. (with just too many boxes -.- haha)

this is my first moving experience man.. >.< no idea that it would suck out all my energy please..

both packing and the unpacking are truly madness.. and yet our movers lifted the boxes as if they were empty -stunned-

i'm really wondering when i'll be done with these boxes.. everyone's so tired.. so poor thing.. eh~ i think i gained muscles with all the shifting man.. lol.. just kidding..

i've been poorly prepared.. or should i say, unprepared for my prelims.. haiz.. i really dislike this feeling..

thanks for all the support =)

on the flip side.. i've been having eventful weeks.. and life's really changing.. and i really thank God for every great thing He's done for me.. and i'm so glad i'm on my way back to the same spiritual road i came from.. life's so complete again..

anyways.. anyone knows of a job i can do for like a short term thing.. about 3mths? i know it's difficult to find la.. but i'm hoping for referrals.. thanks..

got to go now.. nights world~!

a whole lot of packing and no studying done..

now time to burn the usual midnight oil..


well.. at least i'm really looking forward to my new beautiful home.. heehee..
tmr is my 1st trip to my new home! i love surprises =p

i'm so so tired.. no idea why but ya..

i wanna fix my mini puzzle.. but i don't even have the time to do so.. bleagh..
maybe i'm gonna munch on some ice cream to make me feel better..

i know i wanted to blog about something but it sorta slipped my mind.. -.-

too tired..

what an eventful week ^-^

can't believe i didn't blog for one whole week! haha.. now let me recall what happened.. lol.. just gonna summarise k?

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monday

buddy and i studied together at starbucks! heehee~ i realised i found a good spot to study at suntec.. looks like i'm gonna be hanging out there pretty often =p only problem is that it's pretty cold there.. but i like it coz out of the other 3 starbucks in suntec.. that was the quietest one..

on that same night.. i needed to run some errands.. and i sat a lotus elise.. i so can't believe it.. haha.. man.. it was quite a ride.. lol.. at that point of time.. i don't know if i wanted to wish for myself to be taller or shorter.. lol.. it's still an experience nonetheless.. heehee~


tuesday

math paper.. and this lady was, as usual, careless! haha.. when will charmaine learn not to throw her marks to the air? >.< lol..

so it's 2 down and 3 more to go.. -.-

spent the rest of the day with grace in town.. been a long while since i went shopping with her sia (: lol..

girl! have you bought those cute shoes?! haha.. i really think they suit you very well (:


wednesday

studied at starbucks again~ haha.. this time with kaihong.. goodness.. when you put two retarded buddies together.. you really get a retarded day.. lol.. but it was really entertaining.. lol..


thursday

studied at starbucks for the 3rd time in the week man.. this time with ni ni!!! oh man.. i missed that girl plenty plenty! haha.. i got her a belated gift.. i thought it was like damn cool.. i gave her a BIG KISS! lol.. hersheys, mind you.. haha but i can see where she's coming from.. if i were her.. i also bu she de eat that kiss man.. lol..

ni ni *nudges*.. haha.. i'm sure you know what i mean ;)


friday

the leap day!

and coincidentally.. i managed to catch The Leap Years!.. ok.. i know i'm very suaku.. i didn't know it was the 1st day of screening then.. lol..

the day was truly lovely.. it was the first time i ever celebrated a leap day.. haha.. got a cute and sweet gift! oh man.. i just adore surprises.. ^-^

you really shouldn't have.. but thanks aplenty.. i feel so bad.. i didn't get you anything.. ok lor.. at most i promise you one 4 years later k?.. haha.. eh but then again.. in a way i did give you something leh.. lol.. just that you forgot to bring home.. lol.. just kidding..


saturday

i managed to watch L changes the world! haha..

thanks kor.. so cool la.. that i watched all three sequals with you.. lol.. i really enjoyed myself.. i hope you did so too (: thanks for the company..


sunday

today's the day i got my new phone!!! i got my chio princess!! haha.. 6500 classic bronze please! haha.. so happening~ and my dad got himself the 6500 slide black.. for FREE! mine was at a low price of S$78 after upgrading and everything.. it's some promotion for one week only.. shiok! haha..

now i must try to get used to my small and hard-to-press keypad >.< haha.. it's ok.. i love my princess!

so weird la.. now when my phone's in my pocket.. i don't even feel that it's there.. it's so slim! so sleek! no regrets ^-^

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i'm a really happy girl (:
heehee~

random: why does the packing at home seem to be never ending? -.- the dust is really annoying me..

need a bath! lol.. tata for now..