so you think you're so All That.. well good for you.. i obviously think very lowly of you..

i hate it when people get me angry..
images start flashing across my mind
hurtful, they are
some, violent
some.. just horrible..

so what if they've got ego issues which swell out their collars.. don't i have the right to contribute my opinions? yet you have the audacity to blame ME? well done.. i'm so proud of you.

i know i'm not in the right state of mind.. and physically.. half the time i feel like puking, literally.. i know i'm saying all this in a moment of anger.. but ah what the heck.. it's my blog.. my avenue.. my outlet..

i know we're all not perfect..

i really just need time..
i need You, Lord..

*~~*

on the better side of life.. a phrase hit me today..

"those who sing will know Love."

indeed. very accurate.

if only we could really experience together.. the intimacy of the music we sing.. For God.. as an assembly.. and not choir vs congregation -.-

the last song sung today was oh-so-meaningful that i could cry.. ah! just lovely~


take up His cross
it's Holy wood you carry
open your arms
it's Holy work you do...
...
you'll know who I am..
I am your God..

not to sure about the lyrics and title.. but i love it!

*~~*

oh Lord.. please teach me how to love and forgive..