it's been a really long time since i last hung out with my choir peeps - have breakfast.. choir practice.. have lunch.. chit chat.. - yes i do miss those times.. and now that i stay so far away.. it's really quite a task to keep up with them..

well.. choir politics was quite an issue in the past.. and i thought i could maybe in some way or another.. try to avoid it with my absence.. and when i returned today.. i stood corrected..

it doesn't seem to end -.-


well.. we had many many discussions and all.. and it's getting a bit weird.. i feel kinda young to be involved somehow.. on the other hand.. others feel that the younger generation should take over.. i'm so scared to commit.. i don't dare to say yes to anything.. i don't want to look like a fool up there.. and with all this happening.. it's gonna be so difficult to get everyone's full support.. aiya.. so sian..

is it true that in every parish.. there are bound to be choir politics? coz i'm like super turned off by it.. yet i wanna do something to help.. alamak.. i'm talking nonsense already right? haha...

i hope my friends' suggestions will work out.. gonna pray hard over this man.. coz it's either people cooperate to be a better group and i stay.. or bye bye Holy Family.. i'll be super sad that i have to leave the place.. but i think it's really not worth travelling all the way to katong to get this every weekend..

but i'm thankful for two things:

at least now we've got monthly prayer meetings among my small group of friends.. like rosary and fellowship sessions.. i hope it'll grow into something bigger..

secondly.. looks like i'm not the only closet P&W fan.. haha... there are actually a few of us! and yipee! dawn suggested doing P&W with me! she does keyboard while i do the guitar.. though my guitar skills are so super amateurish.. haha.. maybe at mag's house.. haha.. but how true.. it really depends ba.. haha..


i'm too tired to type more.. but i'm thankful that there are still people supporting my friends and i..

whatever was said was in my honest opinion.. no offence to anyone.. i'm just venting out.. haha..