it was quite a week for me (:


well i've got a new nest.. which is really out of reach from my favourite places.. but at least it's cosy..


it's super tiring to travel to and from school.. yet, still the imperative to attend the upcoming workshops with such horrendous timetable.. and i have yet to figure out a way to deal with my lessons through Holy Week.. making it impossible to segue into the Easter Tridium.. like Father Iggy said this morning.. looks like mine's going to be an Easter Two-dium -.- so disappointing.. but i shall acquiesce to it..

oh wells.. i fervently wished i had, at least, a better timetable to work with..


demurring aside..


this girl has been pretty happy with the way life's been for her.. heehee~
i have had some good and happy moments.. really grateful (:

and oh! comm ball is this coming sat!!! so exciting~ haha.. anyone can intro to me a nice hair salon where i can do nice settings? and once again... it's time for some dieting! haha.. (ya right.. like as if i ever did... i always end up pigging out like there's no tomorrow.. lol)

oh man.. speaking of pigging out and dieting.. i've been eating SO MUCH for the past few weeks.. thanks ah -.- haha.. but i enjoyed the eating sessions so much =p

AH! i need to gym BADLY!!! hahaha.. ok set! i shall go to the gym after my preview lectures tomorrow.. hahaha.. not only do i get to lose some calories.. i like to run and throw my worries away! i miss that feeling~ haha.. some of you must be thinking.. charmaine and run? no link! haha.. well.. i'm shy can? haha.. i only like to run on treadmills.. yes yes.. i know i'm like a hamster -.- oOo maybe i could soak myself in some steam bath after that~ shiok-a-doos! haha..


anyways.. as elated as i may be.. there are still some things which are still a blur to me.. i have yet to elucidate myself.. for some reason.. some element has been absent in my life.. and i can't seem to point a finger as to what.. and annoyingly.. i've lost the ability to express myself through words.. like i'm unable to convey my message.. put my ideas across.. or to even hold a proper discourse whenever necessary.. and sometimes i just end up in ambivalence -.- .. and sometimes i wonder why i seem to be so nonchalant... argh.. so frustrating.. i guess i know why.. many of you would know why.. some wounds should be left to time to heal aye?

i really thank God for You :)