WARNING: Emo!
[changed my blog song.. but the file doesn't sound original... lol.. paiseh..]
i've been packing my stuff ever since i woke up... and everytime i cleared a stack of stuff.. i dug up more and more memories.. from KC to CJ..
but emotions ran wild when it came to CJ though.. very bittersweet..
i found...
choir scores
2 sets of time tables
yearbooks
photos
letters from friends
gosh.. i stand firmly to what i said before.. CJ was The Best days of my life!
but tears kept rolling down just raking up some memories..
i'm sure most of you know why CJ meant so much to me.. haha..
some part of me wants to relive them all over again.. =')
i read your letters again.. for the upteenth time.. haha.. it's amazing time changes everything aye? maybe you're right.....i'm so reluctant to pack.. not only do i have a lot of junk to dispose.. but i just don't want to stumble upon some memories..
i've got loads to say.. some can't be put into words.. while some just plainly can't be said..
damn the emo-ness... must be the crimson tide..
or is it jealousy? just thought of a poem.. heehee~
Somewhere in your brain
A thousand fingers
Sweep through dry, brown memory-leaves,
Rake out one day
That is not so brittle to touch.
You look at it closely with the
Dark side of your eyes,
Say to yourself,
"This was a good old day."
But today's sudden wind
Always blows it away
Back into a pile of yesterdays.
爱你好幸福
-memories still linger-
