the truth is out.. conscience is clear at last..

yeah.. aini... you're right... thanks to my screwed up emotions for the past two weeks.. i shot myself in the foot.. and some idiot just used me to have his "gamble" blah... being naive is really stupid sometimes...

cheryl, rachel, yi ning and hector... thank you guys... for helping me out... we need not hide anymore..

cheryl.. thanks for accompanying me on the phone that night when my heart just couldn't take it anymore.. thank you also for listening to me.. i hope your stuff will work its way out soon too..
rachel.. thanks for the comforting sms.. God loves you too..

lydia.. thanks for the talk we had.. sorry for having to trouble you.. i really don't wish to talk to that guy ever again.. thanks for the help again.. i don't know how you do it.. i couldn't tolerate him.. still can't.. and will never..
really enjoyed the random conversation with you.. and haha.. your bet with cheryl.. i knew it long ago.. everyone kept asking me if it were true.. fortunately it wasn't.. wahaha.. thank goodness i wasn't his prey :p
and babe.. don't worry.. i'm pretty sure he'll realise what he's doing soon.. he can't go on like that.. as a couple.. i believe you both can work things out ya? ;) it's just the commitment babe..


well.. hope things will turn out for the better.. if it doesn't.. then..... i've just got to move on..

Anyone to reads this... please be my witness...

you are such a jerk.. are you happy now? you won your stupid "gamble"... you freakin' used me.. we all know that.. indeed.. you were never a friend.. don't be shocked.. haha.. you were never worthy to be called as one.. and i never did give a flying fornication about you and your life.. you lousy piece of shit.. i hereby proclaim to everyone... I SWEAR!(even though i'm not allowed to..i don't care) Norman will be erased from my memory FOREVER! i NEVER EVER want to hear nor see you again! if anyone were to mention his name.. sorry you guys.. i'll not be acknowledging him..take it as i never known that guy.. (exception only applies if We have to talk about it..)

ni ni.. looks like i've found someone worse that ST.. wahaha... amazing! oh wait... i forgot about you-know-who.. lol..

sometimes in life.. you're too late to regret your actions.. oh wells.. lesson learnt..

(ah! post is so disorganised... heck it)