once again... i'm in distraught... all i have been doing is to pass indignant remarks... like how much nicer can i get, seriously?

well... the hottest topic has suddenly revived...
well... not surprising.. seeing as may is looming by...
i'm becoming more and more splenetic...
sometimes i wonder... why is it only when i'm emotional and so darn affected.. that i become this articulate...

back to where i left off.. i think i'm treating others with less cordialty... in a perhaps i would say... standoffish manner...
not just to my peers.. but to some specific others.. i think i have been rather isolent...
gosh... who am i now exactly? have i lost the real me?

how disconcerting.

well... on the flip side...
i have been trying to keep my spirits up with some great company of my friends.. =)

firstly... i had dinner with 2 babes.. both ni and dee.. and YAY... dee and i have gucci wallets! lol.. i sound like a total bimbo -.-'

we suddenly brought up our good 'ol days... and my gosh.. yes, gone were the days... where we played like there was no tomorrow.. lol.. leading such carefree lives..
also... aini and i were commenting on how we never met dee until we were sec 1!!! the funny part.. ni didn't even recall that dee was her ex-classmate in primary school.. ultimate man! lol... as for me.. dee was in the class next to mine.. and neither did i notice her despite being so close... lol..

so we dined at Just Noodles at suntec... following which.. we decided to head down to dee's church... pretty interesting... an eye opener, i must say... love the fact that they have got bands.. but what can i say? i belong to a more old-fashioned and stringent religion... i'm not complaining.. heehee~

here are some pics from last night

this morning.. dee and i had our morning run... forgive me for being obscene... i could actually feel my fats jiggle! yuks please.. lol.. i feel so unfit la... haiz... but it was nice... really encouraging to have her company early in the morning just so that i can shed some calories off :p

you know... back when i was in school.. i was always phelgmatic towards PE lessons.. and strangely enough.. recently i seem to be rather enthusiastic about wanting to lose weight... interesting what vanity can do to us, ladies, especially... lol...

but frankly speaking.. i never really bothered about image.. at least not of my own...