ok.. i'm trying to move on... many thanks to all my friends... i really hope this will work out for me...

aini: hey babe... thank you for listening to me as i cried on your journey back home... i hope you will solve your problems too...
elke: hey girl... you're a real good girl tonight, yes? :p anyhows... thank you for listening to me complain so much =p must have been pretty torturing to your ears huh? lol... hope that nincompoop will cease all these... we're all here for you okie?
aud: hey girlie... yes i agree with you.. i also pretty much have a bad impression of them too... gosh.. i don't understand how they can mess up such a small thing... it's my future that's being decided... so careless... but hey... don't just discard your application for whatever course you wanted just because of my problem okie? i think i was just plain unlucky.. right from day one... jiayyouz okie?

despite my situation... i've decided to take up driving at last.. lol.. with my sista~ grace!!! lol... i can't wait~~

you know... maybe the cliche - every cloud has a silver lining - still holds....

though my life may seem pretty miserable now... i noticed something really wonderful has been happening lately...

through my rough tides... he was there for me... all the way... even from the 2nd of march~

he's been so sweet... such a darling.. and i feel so guilty that i can't repay him in anyway coz i'm really not in the right state of mind...

had a chat with him tonight.. and he gave me a really sweet surprise.... his new mp3 player... my gosh... *melts* i can't believe it... i still feel that it should be his... lol...

thank you baby for being there for me... i don't know how you manage to find it in you to make me laugh and smile so much even when i'm so down and out... you make my frown turn upsidedown... and you seem to do so so effortlessly! you're truly amazing...
your labcoat? i'll practically swim in it... lol..

i'm really counting down to friday... i really need my significant other to be with me... i can't manage everything on my own... i'm suffocating...