nothing much happening to me.. just that i can't seem to focus...

read up chem... and did vectors... bleagh.. when am i going to actually start?

everyone's mugging and i'm not.. something is majorly wrong with this brain of mine...

anyways...
i too am sad i can't go to prom.. i intended to take photos with my friends.... but now.. it seems impossible... let's just hope i'll get into the same uni as some of them... and perhaps have a great prom there.. lol.. i can only dream for now..


choir today was like... BLAH... no mood to sing.. attendance was atrocious... do these people have no sense of committment and responsibility whatsoever?!... i can't take it la.. you join the choir.. then don't turn up for practices without letting anyone know... yet you expect to acknowledge your presence every sunday... what more.. you choose to attend our upcoming november retreat... you guys had better prove me wrong... don't ruin it for us... after all the efforts we, especially the organising committee, have put in... i can't stand the attitude you have towards the choir.. so what if it's a church choir? it's still a committment you all have made.. not only to sing at sunday masses.. sighz.. you guys leave me with no words to say... but i'm utterly disappointed...

duane, my godbro, asked me to join genesis II.. i've longed to join that choir.. i mean it's a youth choir.. it should be somewhere i belong right? but i've been in a dilemma for so long... on one hand.. i enjoy it here coz of my friends.. and i get to shine.. bot on the other.. youths are much more vibrant bunch of people.. only thing i'll be just a mediocre singer there.. at least that's how i feel... i don't know... but at present.. my tuition schedules doesn't permit me to join GII... sighz...

ok.. no idea why i'm so negative these days..

i need some help.. need some prayers.. need another miracle...