i'm just plain despondent...


today's paper was suppose to be the best paper... and it totally sucked... i super screwed it up... if only i had more time.. the sad part is that i could do the questions.. but it's either i had no time to do.. or my gut instincts told me i'll be wrong.. so i didn't write it down... bleagh...

this mid years was such a B-A-D one.. and the last thing i want to hear is "why this time you like can't do everything?" so depressing.. and demoralising...

i know i didn't do well.. i know i screwed it up.. but the fact is that i did try... i didn't give up in the end... but............. sighz...

like what a friend said... just hold my breath and take the plunge.. i did... i really did... but i guess things just didn't work out and neither did it change for the better for me...


on the flip side of the coin....

played bowling with my baby today.. and my god! he's so qiang... lol... today were my worst games... gosh... but i just needed to vent my frustrations... there's nothing else i could do.. what done is done.. it can't be undone... ya?

also... i'm heading down to sentosa tomorrow! i wanna throw my worries away... i just wanna let my hair down... paint the town red... PINK if i could! lol...


oh well... i hope God has something good in store for me tomorrow.. i really would love a pick-me-up...

goodnight world...