yesterday was one bittersweet day...

thanks to two very special people in my life... i finally got over my problems... =)


Everyone has their own crosses to bear... He suffered without complaining... and here i am not doing the same...

guess we all need support and reassurance once in while... [only if i listened to this song last night :P]




to You....

thank You for accompanying me when i needed to pig-out my worries away... lol... it was really great having your company... really... it meant loads to me... thanks for being there for me even when you needed to go off so urgently... and not to mention... when you're so tired... i really appreciate it...


Mum...

i wasn't feeling like at the top of the world... that i know... coz like you said... i pressure myself quite a bit... but that's just me... i tend to set too high expectations for myself...

i know there are so many times i just mask my feelings... wear a smile just to hide my inner emotions... but at least i try to ignore them right? as opposed to me frowning all the time... that isn't pleasant at all ya? lol... i tend to bottle the insignificant and lousy emotions... and sometimes.. it starts to overflow... just like last night...

so sorry for worrying you, mum... i just feel that i'm not good enough.. i'm not exactly contented with what i got(except for chem... lol)... but i'm still learning to pick myself up.. from wherever i left off when i was with you-know-who.... haha... =)


to San Jie....

hope you got the sms i sent you...

don't worry too much ok? just read my message whenever you're feeling low... you've got US :D

ni can de! i've got faith in you, my dear...

whenever you need a shoulder... you know where to go and who to look for.. ya? ;) -hugs-


to my babe, Ni Ni...

girl... don't be too down about it k? look at me.. i was disappointed in my chem when i came out of the audi... and look what miracle happened...

you're a really intelligent girl... i still remember those days when we used to compare our math and chem grades... lol... gone are those days...

darling... you've got math tmr... just focus k? remember what our "daddy" wants???? E(x) =?? and Var(x) = ??? heehee~

and knowing your calibre... you're bound to do way better than me... show our "daddy" k?! haha...

keep smiling, dearest... just a few days left... jia yous okish?

oh by the way... just slowly practice both integration and vectors... you'll master it soon... unlike you.. i didn't have the time to practice... lol.. :p

rest early alright? don't be like me.. peng the next morning until forget formulas during the paper..

hope this little message got you smiling a little =) -hugs-